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1. |
Let Me Out [Explicit]
03:46
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I've got a secret
That's tearing me apart
I've got a secret
That's eating at my heart
And I just wish that I could drop it
Forget my secret, all about it
That's not an option
It feels too real to me
It's not an option
To drop it, leave it be
I can't keep up with this deception
The real me's in there
Let her out, man!
I can't stand to deny it
And I'm not gonna stay quiet
Let me out so I can play
Let me out so I can say
"Hello" to the world as myself
And quit the lying
And quit the hiding
I can't stand to deny it
And I'm not gonna stay quiet
Let me out so I can play
Let me out so I can say
"Hello" to the world as myself
And quit the lying
And quit the hiding
So no more secrets
The truth will set me free
Fuck keeping secrets
I'm coming out as me
And I don't care if you don't like it
It's my life, my right to decide it
I can't stand to deny it
And I'm not gonna stay quiet
Let me out so I can play
Let me out so I can say
"Hello" to the world as myself
And quit the lying
And quit the hiding
I can't stand to deny it
And I'm not gonna stay quiet
Let me out so I can play
Let me out so I can say
"Hello" to the world as myself
And quit the lying
And quit the hiding
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2. |
Impostor
05:16
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I'm feeling like an impostor
I'm feeling like a fake
I'm feeling like a pretender
I feel like a mistake
I'll never be the real deal
No matter how I try
I'm just an imitation
A counterfeit inside
I don't look how I want so I fake it
I don't sound how I want so I fake it
I can't sing how I want so I fake it
This isn't my real voice
I'm feeling like an impostor
I'm feeling like a fake
I'm feeling like a pretender
I feel like a mistake
I'll never be the real deal
No matter how I try
I'm just an imitation
A counterfeit inside
I'm a fake, I'm a fraud, I'm a liar
And my pile of sins builds up higher
I deserve to be thrown in the fire
For everything I've done
And I wish that I could stop the lying
And be real with my identifying
No matter how hard I keep trying
I'll never be enough
I'm feeling like an impostor
I'm feeling like a fake
I'm feeling like a pretender
I feel like a mistake
I'll never be the real deal
No matter how I try
I'm just an imitation
A counterfeit inside
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3. |
The Reason
04:06
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I'm isolated
And agitated
Infuriated by it all
It's complicated
I'm aggravated
And I've debated going on
But I know why I keep on living
I know why I keep fighting on
The reason why I keep on singing
The reason why I wrote this song
I know why I keep on living
I know why I keep fighting on
The reason why I keep on singing
The reason why I wrote this song
Each day I'm waiting
It's so frustrating
Exasperating to my core
I'm suffocating
It's aggravating
Invalidating is the norm
But I know why I keep on living
I know why I keep fighting on
The reason why I keep on singing
The reason why I wrote this song
I know why I keep on living
I know why I keep fighting on
The reason why I keep on singing
The reason why I wrote this song
I know the reason I'm living
I know the reason I fight on
I know why I keep on living
I know why I keep fighting on
The reason why I keep on singing
The reason why I wrote this song
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4. |
Trapped
03:41
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I'm trapped in my body and
I'm trapped in my mind.
My prison of flesh and hair
That keeps me confined.
I'm trapped in my body and
I'm trapped in my mind.
My prison of flesh and hair
That keeps me confined.
It keeps me confined.
I can't get away I can't escape
I can't get away I can't escape
I can't get away I can't escape from me.
I can't get away I can't escape
I can't get away I can't escape
I can't get away I can't escape from me.
I'm trapped in my body and
I'm trapped in my mind.
My prison of flesh and hair
That keeps me confined.
It keeps me confined.
My body is a prison holding me,
Making me be who I don't wanna be,
And all I want is to go free.
My body is a prison holding me,
Making me be who I don't wanna be,
And all I want is to go free.
I'm trapped in my body and
I'm trapped in my mind.
My prison of flesh and hair
That keeps me confined.
I'm trapped in my body and
I'm trapped in my mind.
My prison of flesh and hair
That keeps me confined.
It keeps me confined.
I can't get away I can't escape
I can't get away I can't escape
I can't get away I can't escape from me.
I can't get away I can't escape
I can't get away I can't escape
I can't get away I can't escape from me.
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5. |
Black Magic
03:24
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I got black magic
Runnin' through my veins
I got black magic
Drivin' me insane
I got black magic
Tellin' me to fight
I got black magic
Doesn't care what's right
Black magic
A curse inside of me
Black magic
Brings out the worst in me
Black magic
Transformin' my body
Black magic
It's like lycanthropy
Black magic
I want it out of me
Black magic
I want to be set free
Black magic
I curse it every day
Black magic
Why won't it go away
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6. |
Digital Girl
03:38
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I'm a digital girl
In the virtual world
Catch me online
Just a digital girl
In my carefree fake world
Where it's all fine
When I'm online
I can be who I want to
Be the real me
And I never have to hide
When I'm online
I can choose my own identity
And be free
To set loose the truth of me
I'm a digital girl
In the virtual world
Catch me online
Just a digital girl
In my carefree fake world
Where it's all fine
In the real world
I'm still trapped inside my closet
I can't be free
So I hide the truth of me
From the real world
That's so toxic and judgmental
I can't be me
So I hide away online
I'm a digital girl
In the virtual world
Catch me online
Just a digital girl
In my carefree fake world
Where it's all fine
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7. |
Falling
04:30
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I'm stuck here alone and I can't be free
Cuz I'm trapped in a mind that plays tricks on me
Reliving each one of my past mistakes
My trauma and fears and my pains and aches
Day after day I'm stuck in this place
My only escape is in cyberspace
The memories like a picture show
Of things that my brain just cannot let go
I'm falling through darkness
I'm lost and alone beneath it all
I'm drowning in darkness
There's nobody here to catch my fall
Darkness is closing in around me
I'm trapped and alone and I just can't see
The hope of the sun and a brand new day
My fears and my hangups get in my way
Every day it's the same routine
I put on my mask so my pain's unseen
I hide away from the world at large
It's clear my anxiety is in charge
I'm falling through darkness
I'm lost and alone beneath it all
I'm drowning in darkness
There's nobody here to catch my fall
I'm falling through darkness
I'm lost and alone beneath it all
I'm drowning in darkness
There's nobody here to catch my fall
I'm falling through darkness
I'm lost and alone beneath it all
I'm drowning in darkness
There's nobody here to catch my fall
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8. |
More Than Meets The Eye
04:00
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I want to show you
I want to tell you
I want to share with you this part of me
I'm sick of hiding
I'm sick of lying
I want you to see just what I can be
There's more to me than you can see
I'm more than meets the eye
Secrets piled high
I'm more than meets the eye
Secrets piled high
I want you to hear me
I want you to know me
I want you to see me for who I can be
I want your acceptance
I want your approval
I want to stop hiding and finally be free
There's more to me than you can see
I'm more than meets the eye
Secrets piled high
I'm more than meets the eye
Secrets piled high
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Pipko Fanfare Portland, Oregon
Trans woman in my mid 30s.
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